Asphyxia

2009-12-23T09:19:00.004+08:00

finally posting again.
not cause i feel like it.
just that.
im losing control of myself lately
idk why.
maybe you've really screwed up my life

If You Only Knew - Shinedown

typed some drafts on my phone last night.
or this morning
and i really mean what i typed.

11.33pm - When you've been hurt over and over again by the same thing. You wont have the courage to act tough.

11.34pm - I cried.

11.37pm - My wallpaper lost its meaning.

11.41pm - Sorry lost its meaning. Why say it when you keep hurting me over and over again. Sorry made it worse.

11.48pm - You have this feeling you'll lose me? I have this feeling you're losing me.

11.49pm - But then again. Do i want to see you sad?

11.49pm - I cried.

12.02am - I really really dont feel your love.

12.07am - I cried.

12.08am - All i feel is the concern. You'd readily give anyone.

12.11am - Is the weather nowadays cold? Or do i lack warmth?

12.21am - I felt something stab me.

9.16am - You wont know how it tears when i dont feel your existence.

2009-12-15T01:56:00.003+08:00

omgg.
so late alr
still post.

sz say i go post for wad
also nth post.
and
i kinda agree. -.-

omgg.
comp auto offed
but some funny thing stopped it
like ask if want to shut down and quit process
twice alr.
=/

omg.
logged on maple after quitting
3 times leh.
go follow sz stalk yujia. -.-
then online see got funny ppl talk to
but sadly.
yeah.

omg.
2 alr.
tmr still need wake up at like 10.
FINALLY.
almsot typed fainly.
get to go out.
its been like weeks.
zz.
everytime got things crop up
then cannot.

need sleep alr.

2009-12-13T02:06:00.002+08:00

yay.
got my skin done alr.
after like what.
2 hours.
or 1 and a half.
same same.
round off.
=/

kinda helped with zi feng's blog
or tze fung.
then
then.
from john, paul and marry
i say change to tzefung shengzhi lenard
he really go put
wthh.
so.
gay.
and stuff.
=/

which reminds me of stuffs.
haha.

its two alr.
not really sleepy.
but going sleep soon.
i guess.
after posting.
then organising my itunes and ipod

wake up at ten today leh!
like so long nvr wake up that late alr.
so yeah.
not that tired lor.
and did nothing but walk the whole day.
so nvr use brain
then not tired lor.
=/
the most also physically only.

orchard night lights are nicer than the xmas decos
haha.
i think thats what makes the deco nice lor.
=/

oh.
and my blog cant be viewed in IE.
zz.
hope everyone that visits uses mozilla?

okay.
put on my pm alr.
so paiseh when ppl visit my blog.
then its nothing but white.

going alr.
go ituning
then sleep.

Awaiting the day.

2009-12-06T22:48:00.004+08:00

omg.
i'm finally posting again.
in like how many hundred days.
maybe its not that long
but yeah.

keep listening to korean songs recently.

It's You - Super Junior

only like the song.
not them.
=/

so freaking
no mood to do stuffs.
maybe cause tution's tmr
and i havent done any homework.
why is it called holidays when we dont get it.
what's a holiday called with homework.
wth.

haven touched on sch work anyway.
dont plan to also.
=/

I've got so many things to say to you.
but where should i start when i see you
or when we start talking.
should i tell you
i love you since i haven't been able to?
or how much i missed you?
or how empty i felt?
or how i couldn't sleep well
and got a stiff neck the next day?

yeah.
i've got stiff neck
two days ago
or rather
yesterday.
omgg
hurts man.
cant turn my head that much.
i think i look stupid sometimes with my neck like that.
=/

today was.
idk how to describe.
haha
anw.
went to cousin's house for mahjong
after
uh.
brunch
reminds me of lunner and dinch.
shouldn't be thinking of it.
had fun
got sick of mahjong.
kinda.

okay.
need go maple with sz alr.
feel guity.
he's waiting.
but from the sounds
i think he's posting too.
or chatting.
=/
anw
going off alr.
byee

I miss you.

2009-11-12T02:05:00.002+08:00

omg.
i'm back
too lazy to post nowadays
see la sz xx
make me maple until liddat
so no life
seriously called no lifeing now.

freaking warm
zz.
global warming

i scammed sz 1 macs meal
=D
but he scammed my mac flurry
have to pay him anw on friday
if he ever goes
and he can't find anyone to go with him.
=/

did some good friend thingy quiz
lazy post the whole thing
but i'll type some parts
instead of copy paste
just feel like typing loads today
somehow.

anyw
i'm accepting?
lol.
my friends cant tell me anyth cause i dont judge.
and the rest
not really impt
maybe cause i dont really understand
too tired to think.
and and

Your friendship quote: "Love is blind, but friendship closes its eyes."

wad's that supposed to mean?
lol.
friendship chooses to be blind?
so good or not.
my lit sucks
cant infer.
how i get b one.
-.-

mum attitude me just now
bloody lame.
say i at home and not at home same one
okay.
i rather she treat me as transparent
then later i go out sit awhile
she just do her own stuff
i outside my room
or inside
its still the same to her right?
-.-

at least my dad's back
peacemaker
he's got alot of stories too.
=]
like victoria island
and about those rich ppl at nigeria
-.-
okay.
more like that rich person

i hate itunes
cant it give me an emo song now
shuffle emo song pls
zz.

think i'm going to sleep.
needa go yj house
go until sembawang
but oh well
see pri sch frens?
so uh.
should be happier right.
kinda miss them you know
although kinda lame.
very.

okay.
really sleeping alr.

2009-11-02T23:06:00.002+08:00

blogger lagged.
zz

junlin went off
and he's on
wonder what the 4 of us will do now.
i'm bored of everything alr.
wt and dota.
mini games
facebook games soon.

4 days.
had to look at my pm to check no. of days
lazy use head alr.

I've got a million songs i want to dedicate
but the problem is,
You won't be able to hear it.

cant believe i have to go through this
during december again.
zz

Cause i just can't take it.
Another day without you with me,
is like a blade that cuts right through me.

my posts are freaking short nowadays
i think its cause my life is meaningless
how much can i post when i sit in front of the comp
for like 10hr ++
bloody no life.

2009-10-30T23:01:00.003+08:00

omg.
last day of sch alr.
everyone's so emotional
i almost did.

its going to be one week.
somehow seem more ordeal-like
than my dad's 2 months away.

not that i dun wan tag blogs
i'm not in the mood.

and stop bugging me.
you'll never know what you've done.
its fucking insulting my intelligence
telling someone you're not hitting him
and then slap him.
i bloody don't need that crap.
and i'm glad its over.
for now.

When all you gotta keep is strong;

Move along.

And even when you're hope is gone;

Move along.

addicted to restaurant city.

its starting to feel boring alr.

zz.

holiday blues are starting to sink in alr.

no mood do stuffs.

zz.

2009-10-27T00:04:00.004+08:00

omg.
finally posted again
maybe cause i cant bottle up anyth.
not cause i feel like updating

and its freaking warm
1st day in like what.
10days nvr air con
and this is what i get
wth la.
i'm sweating with the fan not oscilating
or whatever.
zz.

i just feel like screaming
but i cant
and i dont know how
and why
and dont know what to shout

i got this weird feeling
i dont know how to say it in words
how am i supposed to anw?
sometimes its not that i dont want others to know
but when they ask are you okay
i rather say yes
then going through all the crap trying to think of how to explain
i dont know how to anyway.
i dont even know why i'm so uh.
emotional today?
cant get anyth right can i.

and i'll kill myself if i end up taking lit
srsly.
i know i'm better at lit than at hist
but srsly.
i like history more
i don't even like reading anw.

richard bought my bday present alr
and the mouse doesn't seem to be working
the extra buttons and stuff

Can't anything get right?

All you got to keep is strong.

Right.

Like its that easy?

Whats the point of carrying on

If you end up getting hurt in the end?

2009-10-20T22:03:00.007+08:00

omg.
blogger din respond just now.
=O

okay.
anw lazy post

yesterday.
1st time take lrt.
uh.
wad did i do again.
watched imagine that
took 80
played the see saw
and missed 2 76
=O

im worth 30m alr
=]
basket.
yuki 4 days from 3m till 30m
i 4 days 17m till 30m
zzz.
STOP STEALING HER LA
basket.
edgar!
i got money one okay.
=/

2009-10-17T22:46:00.002+08:00

sorry for not posting in ages.
alot things happened
lazy post about everything.
like ms jaiqi
filley-o-fish
suck my ass then i tell you.

back to playing wt
LOL.
cause sz influeced me
and i need a break from dota
once in awhile.

btw.
this post is made cause youmin wanted.
and its ended.
LOL.

oh yeah.
my dad went overseas
tonight 11+ flight
and i'm supposed to wash his car for him
everytime it rains
SO STOP PRAYING IT RAINS OKAY.
zz.

okay it really ended.

2009-10-08T14:20:00.003+08:00

todays eoys sucked.
or more like today sucked.
compo was okay.
then compre screwed up.

today's music seemed so soft
even though it was at max.
even the sound from my speakers are muffled.

Did it matter if i was there anyway?

Guess i'm worse off than a friend.

So much for trying to make you smile.

Maybe i can't anyway.

And there i was thinking last night.

That maybe i'll let you tell me

Instead of me ask you.

You know what i want to know anyway.

I don't want to remind you of it

If it was ever sad.

I don't want to make you sad.

I don't want to see you cry.

I don't want the smile to fade.

I don't want anything to change.

Doesn't seem like you want to talk to me anyway

It's always me.

You just say say something.

Did you ever try to?

2009-10-06T16:57:00.002+08:00

1 more scoop then my ice cream finish alr
later my mum scold.
cause is she buy for herself
then she nv eat.
and i'm finishing it!

finished it.
omg.

today's geog was uh.
sucky?
i din bring my sec 1 textbook
and i used sec 2 textbook
mrs ho nv realise!
=/

today come bak so early.
nv study much cause ben
noisy.
zz.
keep talking
acting funny.
still use us as excuse to walk wif xinhui!
=/

sz faster come home la
zz.
talk about bgr still at climax
faster conclusion la.

tmr's art thingy die liao
i lost my file and sketch book
zz.
kevin's partially responsible.

ohoh.
i'm going to buy a puzzle to fix during holidays
so i won't be so no life. =]
and sz going to help me
we played msn puzzle one.
and i sort of got addicted.
althought i suck at it. =/

cant wait for exam to end.
there's an endless list of things to do.
and it's going to be fun. =D

It's true.

I know it.

All the test did was confirm it for me.

2009-10-04T18:13:00.003+08:00

my stomach still hurts from the mac spicy.
zz.
maybe i cant go sch tmr
but i'll go even if i die there.
cause its finally monday and
THERE'S I&E AT LAST!

read posts for like 2 hrs?
eye hurts from the small fonts.
zz.

i think i've got too little songs.
it feels like i finished listening to them all
in 4-5 hrs.
but the duration of my songs is 11.6hrs?
maybe i'm becoming paranoid.
because of someone.

my keyboard's screwed.
so dirty
starting to stop functioning properly alr.
zz.

suddenly feel like shouting out.
don't know why.
but i cant.
i'll get scolded.
and disturb neighbours also.
=/

you're gone again.

stop leaving me already.

2009-10-04T16:48:00.006+08:00

ichigo's my current wallpaper!
haha.
hollow form one.

yuki!
i'm waiting for u to scan your sister.
=D
i'll fax my ice cream in exchange.

didn't do much stuff today.
it's been boring.
and i dun feel okay.

ohoh.

sz's online.

but i don't feel like dota now

why.

restocked on my stationarys ytd. =]

finally!

totally screwed up on friday

so mani things also dun have.

it was then i realised.

listening to what if by simple plan

seriously like their songs. =]

althought most of it is kinda emo.

mood-affecting.

why're emo songs always the nicest.

they're so nice they make you emo.

sorry yuki about last night.

waiting for you to reply is a torture.
why'd you have to go away suddenly?

2009-10-02T22:19:00.002+08:00

home at last.
haha
tiring day.

yeapp.
hoping helps. =D

hungry hungry.
eating chips
but it sucks.
zzz

had lunch at 3
and skipped dinner
and breakfast.

i think i go keep de chips alr.
sucks man.

took ice cream to eat instead.
LOL.
i think its me la.
not de chips
oh well.

today kinda sucked.
got some call from my dad about my smses
and at 4+ was sian
lan spoiled mood cause of full house.
ppl play l4d blast sound until no1 business.
zz.

we agreed not to go lan anymore.
cause we feel guilty after going.
haha
and exam's like 6 days away!
omg omg.
haven started leh
zz.

boring night.

2009-09-29T21:10:00.003+08:00

it's tombalek tuesday!
=/

and that stuff about putting butts on cars.
LOL.

for once.
i feel like i got nth impt to do
LOL.chinese oral jus now.
omg.

went to yang lao shi
she tell me de thingy is a competition
not a program of encouraging ppl to speak chinese
wth?

then studied.
ms honeystars?
and de singing guy
so like ting jun
=/

tmr got pe!
hope we still doing floorball.
anything but dance.
=]

Maybe it's just me,

Couldn't you believe?

2009-09-28T20:51:00.002+08:00

first time i ever posted twice in a day.
=/

cause i forget to post some stuff.
haha
and it freaking impt.

richard!
bday present!
faster faster.
ppl impatient alr la.
cant blame ma.

it doesn't feel like you treat me

as who i am.

you won't let me let you walk first.

you won't let me take your stuff.

can't you?

2009-09-28T20:16:00.004+08:00

dinner with zifeng sz and richard today.
fun. =]
bitched/bastarded/gossipped alot alot.
LOL

sorry.

when i'm alone.
thoughts run wild.

you're standing next to me,

yet you feel so far away.

today was slack.

mostly

haha.

eps was fun. =]

hcl do xi zi worksheet and stuff.

he doesn't feel reaffirmed

he NEEDS to.

it's one sided maybe.

they say he's blind.

he sometimes think its true.

maybe.

please help him.

maybe ppl respect her too much.

they stop talking to him.

he feels deserted.

isolated.

maybe.

english component was a joke.

LOL.

3 short paragraphs get more marks

than an essay?

wts.

dun emo k?

firewall expired

cant visit other websites other than blogger

although i dont think its completely safe

LOL.

2009-09-24T21:44:00.005+08:00

omg omg.
change blogskin alr.
haha

tired.
zz.
since cmp
started sleeping abit.

sleeping at 9.30
but dragged to 10.
hope can wake up by 4
study and stuff.

cant flunk physics.
zz.

studied in sch and stuff
so weird eating.
-.-

let me eat in peace leh!

we were studying okay
until sz came
zz.
but it was funny anw.

then later edgar sz left
kenneth came
funny funny.
haha

so lazy to elaborate stuff alr
maybe its cause of the lack of sleep
yeah.
=/

i think i shall go back to typing black fonts
random.

2009-09-23T21:32:00.003+08:00

zz.

feel like changing blogskin alr.

kinda sucks alr.

still prefer my 1st one!

my blog's so dead.

zz.

erm

no history today.

hoping helps you know. =D

then pe

mr choo only say most probably.

told u all liao.

floorball was fun can!

like 3 yrs nvr played

since pri sch interhouse.

haha.

xiang dang nian.

but freakking tiringg.

injured my middle finger cause of it.

LOL.

wanna see?

mdm mag sucks.

sz giv her coursework she dun wan take

then later ask if sz got hand up anot

and get so fcked up about it

-.-

thks mian you for de mahjong paper.

english lesson was funny too.

haha.

why opposite my house now got sounds again.

zz.

can use as excuse to sleep late

rewatched bleach ytd.

only the saving rukia episodes

i think thats the part that was most addictive

getting addicted to bleach isn't bad!

and its not saddistic!

its just violent.

2009-09-20T22:24:00.004+08:00

reached back home alr!
i din die okay.
haha
and i'm not racist!
its just that i was fated
with indians.
=/
.
went 2 sz house
wanted to do lit
and i forgot bring de book
so i decided to check1 the net instead
THEN WE REALISED NO FOOLSCAP.
so i ended up doing art
and started gaming
LOL.
so slack right.
=/
.
sz's mum cooking very nice can.
i 1st time see pig organ cook liddat.
haha.
and the fish nice also.
and i was forced to eat sth i din like
so i just ate one
and said i was full
haha.
.
motorcycle sounds
.
zz.
siao eh
watch soccer also can scream until so loud
-.-
.
de other guy staying wif sz
dam funny can.
keep dancing and singing mj.
=/
.
oops.
my inhouse started.

2009-09-16T22:12:00.005+08:00

addicted to great escape acoustic

heard it once on radio.

and now i hear again

addicted alr.

petrified by fort minor

is also nice

finally hear their songs

without vulgarities.

or at least i din realise there was.

yesterday's home econs!

TING JUN STOLE MY COOKIES.

and bingting almost vommited

i thought u hated them.

so i din leave any for u

sorry.

and wang lao shi ate tingjun's cookie

its a slow working poison.

right?

history timeline

I SCREWED IT

SHITZ.

jiawei's pens cant go tgt in 1 word

now dat i think of it

i think i made de same mistake during lit

last term.

sorry ppl.

ms k's type of marker rocks.

much more den xx's

and jw's

my palm healed.

finished bleach ytd!

shitz.

mus wait wait.

maybe i'll start another anime

like sz

ahh.

bet wif richard dat i get higher than him

in geog test

for a free meal.

SURE WIN DE LA.

16 only leh pls.

jkjk =/

2009-09-14T21:11:00.003+08:00

had some backbone checkup

den left sch during lunch time

sucked man.

my parents keep nagging

THE WHOLE TIME.

zz.

whats wrong with them.

umm okay..

clarence and yuki arguing

LOL.

i dunno wads happening also

even tho i in conver

-.-

now obama

and osama

-.-

eps was funny.

added a new line to our

clan moto

LOL.

Oiie.

What thing.

Go away!!

That's not very nice.

Say sorry.

The computer says no.

um okay.

LOL.

so we went 2 sgh

my mum keep nagging

about my sitting posture

then later go see doctor

she say de backbone not straight

is not cause of sitting posture

LOL.

IN YOUR FACE LA!

x-ray thingy was awkward.

and de nurse keep

shit.

she tell me dun move

den she keep

shit.

WTH.

dao clarence.

LOL

HE LEFT CONVER

so erm.

de checkup thing

is every 6 mths

and my parents chose holidays.

-.-

2009-09-12T00:07:00.001+08:00

back from sz house liao.
jus now go library do homework wif him
do 1 hr sian liao.
den richard came over
come ask us do homework for his girls
-.-
.
anw later we went lan
then eat.
met zifeng
and lan again
SO NO LIFE RIGHT.
=/
.
then later go sz house
do 1 qn lit
he told me not counted marks
den i sian diao
dun wan do liao
go watch bleach
wait 4 it load so slow.
then later is wrong episode.
wth.
-.-
.
realised it was kinda late
so went homee.
almost slept on bus
actually i did.
but smses woke me up.
haha
i din miss my stop okay.
and its not funny if i did
=/
.
my dad jus nagged at me
ask me go sleep early
then later like 10 secs
he come in again say its late alr
sleep now.
i was like
okay..
dun care.
.
oh btw
gabriel.
linked you alr.

2009-09-10T17:34:00.002+08:00

bt jus realised dat home econs

is individual.

lucky he tell me early

shall do tonight

or tmr.

omg

physics got 3 qns dunno how do

and i left textbook in sch!

i think i shd start moving my books home alr

if not year end can die

anw those books also no nid liao

so yeah.

done maths

physics left qns dunno how do

and lit haven do

and home econs

That's not very nice.

LOL

i realised that thing was still on copy

or wadever u call it

can just paste.

i think life these few days

has been quite

boring.

staying at home sucks you know.

i starting to feel that way now.

zz.

2009-09-08T22:58:00.003+08:00

That's not very nice.

some clan moto

richard created

and we spammed.

haha.

it was fun.

[PotM]^Frozen

.
That's not very nice.

dun get pissed off by that

before i fin posting.

.
That's not very nice.

2day was boring.

xcept dota part

wif sz n richard

had fun. =]

sz making playing ppl name again.

ohoh i go upload de picture.

about mingsiew de.

haha.

wait wait go take cable and phone.

error on page.

zz post nex time ba.

That's not very nice.

2009-09-07T23:11:00.004+08:00

omg i having cramps
tmr morning maybe.
.

went 2 watch movie.
saw de sch thingy
movie was uh.
not scary at all pls
-.-
but its kinda funny.
.
ah ong ah.
.
ben v irritating can
keep saying wad's going 2 happen
and jiaqi also got v pissed.
LOL
.
den later take mrt 2 ecp
saw aspn
-.-
de logo so big some more
.
den cycle at ecp.
cycle all de way until dunno whre.
nicer 2 cycle at de later part
cus got lesser ppl.
.
dont click.
http://www.sweetestrevenge.blogspot.com/
ask me if u nid some cheap way of getting out
of that shit.
LOL
dun regret btw.
.
and i think i know who said he saw lenard alr
is zifeng!
i think.
cause sz told me zf go thre
.
and yuki gave me some idea 2 not do tution homework
erm
inspired me.
bring sch do den forget bring back
=/
.
im pissed wif sz
he type so loud
and keep acting like siewsiew.

2009-09-05T20:45:00.004+08:00

back 2 blogging.

lazy post recently uh.

sry sz

u got de tj and ls stuff

and ms stuff

i dunno how 2 help

but dun keep thinking about it kay?

u tell ls dun come

he sure giv u face de la.

eww

got night market downstairs my hse.

den alot ppl walking on de streets.

later running v ma fan.

mus keep dodging ppl de

dunno wan run later anot.

but i think wont run ba

shit shit.

tmr got tution at 2

i wanna take bus thre on my own.

and mayb yuki

u can wave 2 me

and make it up for last time.

yay monday watching movie

and cycle.

faster faster.

cant wait for it.

currently at bleach epi 212.

shitz

i watching 2 fas alr.

reaching end

den later mus wait they slowly come out.

zz.

i wanna change blogskin.

lazy lazy.

2009-09-01T21:42:00.003+08:00

listening 2 radio!
=D
CHRONICLES OF TANYA
haha.
and you're not on radio.
you're on tv!
LOL.
muttons keep dee-siao her.
AND SHE DAM BLUR CAN.
she got de qn correct she also dunno.
=/
.
officially finished studying geog.
jealous not yuki?
i finished so fas
=/
.
nv go cycling and watch movie 2day
i wan watch whre got ghost.
zz.
and cycle!
i miss cycling.
haha
.
why youmin nv online.
i wan mad by neyo
and crush by david
erm.
ar-chu-leta.
spell correct right?
always scared of spelling it wrongly
and pronouncing it also.
=/
.
happy teachers day mr choo!
and all other teachers
=D
he told me 2 enjoy de remaining hrs
of my holiday.
haha thks mr choo.
=/

2009-08-31T22:39:00.002+08:00

You make me smile.

Somehow.

It's just that magical.

its a long story

about de laptop and stuff.

and i'm too lazy

2 explain about it.

pri sch was fun!

esp when jie yun came

she dam high

go throw fries at nick

den de fries stuck on nick's sleeve

HE GO TAKE AND EAT!

LOL!

den we made some concoction

love potion no. 9

haha.

xiang dang nian you know.

shall post de pic nex time

all never change lor

other den adeline

same same de.

mayb cus she changed hairstyle.

LI LAO SHI IS PREGNANT

LOL!

we were like OMG!

dec giving birth alr.

haha.

and and mrs teh din recognise me

he oni recognise shawn lee

but he was like

uh.

wearing name tag -.-

oh and she rmbed zhen hong.

not surprised.

I forgot what i wanted to post next

because i replied your sms.

i think i'm getting abit emotional 2day

i dunno why.

._.

2009-08-28T21:32:00.001+08:00

blogger's half screwed.

zz.

richard training wif his class

for dota interclass

i told him wait me go bathe

he say okay

come bak he say start

wtf?

so i waited for them 1hr

-.-

and still waiting.

zz.

finally got behind those/these hazel eyes

its more like those hazel eyes

but lihan send me as these

so nvm.

but i still think its those.

._.

botak came

he 1 day do 2 sets

UNLIKE SZ.

wth.

-.-

jkjk arh.

AND XX PCC-ED

de world's going 2 change

because of him

oh its THESE hazel eyes

heard de song

._.

cycle tmr!

lazy do 29

was expecting 2 watch up

i watched de trailer last friday

quite nice leh.

i think nid ask 4 allowance earlier

if not tmr no money.

now all wcg games in 1.23

mine's 1.24

as in wc3 version.

only can watch crap drafts

cant burn time.

._.

2009-08-27T20:33:00.005+08:00

zz.

de 7th month ge tai thing

back again.

i dun think i can sleep

-.-

hope for it.

no1 seems 2 wan go bak rs.

ZZ.

i miss ms chong

mrs teh

and wad's dat tcher's name again.

izzit wang lao shi also?

or izzit li lao shi.

YES ITS LI LAO SHI!

sorry. i 4got ur name =/

i miss gareth

yijie

all of u =]

xx say wan sell me geog wkbk

since i his fren

he gimme special discount

$50

ZZZ!

i realised my fingers moving slowly alr.

text slow

type slow.

sign of ageing.

._.

was kinda emo during tution

wanted 2 carve stuff on my table

but ended up drawing wif pencil

and erasing them again.

zz.

but anws

i decided 2 read de msg aft tution.

was kind of painful

but i guess you're right

it isn't hard 2 be happy

Forgetting was hard.

Maybe i should just erase instead.

all-american rejects on radio again.

2009-08-25T21:23:00.003+08:00

tsk.

realised i've been posting almost everyday

zz.

i think i'm seriously bored.

i wanna listen 2 radio

and watch bleach

watch bleach cant listen radio.

._.

wang lao shi giv work again.

de compo

i take de paper he giv us 4 reference

den lihan say supposed 2 hand up.

or sth liddat.

zz.

i'm so sorry i'm going to post about it.

ppl like jiaqi and yueling might wanna close this alr.

this morning like v early.

i hear bangings on my door.

rhythmic ones

and it got louder.

I WARNED U

and well.

i got 2 sleep anw

but was kinda scary esp so early in de morn

i din actually check de clock.

but should be around 2 or 3.

GUESS WHAT.

i woke up later as usual

and i saw my parents fixing washing machine or sth.

so dat's de sound.

-.-

But it's empty.

2009-08-24T21:50:00.003+08:00

2day was kinda.
boring.
sort of.
._.
.
i missed a joke on de radio
cus my mum called me.
wth wth.
.
mr choo wasn't supposed 2 come 2day.
den i nv do maths
zz.
i dun think i'll do it anyway.
=/
.
OMG LOOK BEHIND U
GOT GHOST!
youmin fell for it.
dun worry cookie monster protect u
=/
jiaqi scolded me.
bingting's response.
WAH!
._.
.
its money money monday!
i think muttons v funny
=]
and the fray sang heartless.
OMG!
.
and and
thurs nid do aces day thing.
WTH!
i wan die alr.
-.-

2009-08-23T18:55:00.006+08:00

no life-ed de whole day
.
timetable for today
11 - 7
computer
.
zzz
.
haven do gong han
and geog mindmap
and k4
and jian bao
.
im so gonna die
but lucky mr choo
and wang lao shi
tmr nv come.
YAY!
=/
.
im hooked onto binders.
so fun.
=]
.
but ppl keep using bug
zz.
spoil de fun
._.
.
and xx!
stop suan-ing him
peace.
tui bi shan she abit leh.
.
i nid go dabao food 4 parents alr
altho i dun want to.
._.

2009-08-22T22:25:00.007+08:00

say wan watch up

den become nex week

nex week nid study test eh.

._.

u liddat i tmr rot alr leh.

how how.

Breakin's what the heart is for.

i think all american rejcts v pro

hear all their songs i feel kind of emo.

how they do dat sia

reminds me of lihan

dat time say all de american idol

reject ppl

all come tgt form band

lols.

._.

so random sia.

CAN SOMEONE PLS PEI ME

LENARD'S ROTTING W/O DOTA ALR.

RICHARD

HAOYU

ANY1 THERE?

QL?

._.

i feel so despo alr.

but play alone

sian until.

I'm not sure if

that message was for me.

But if it was.

U said no.

And i heard rumours.

So all i can do now

is guess.

i thought i had 2 add in this part

2 make it more

yeah.

anw im going off.

2009-08-21T21:02:00.003+08:00

WAD'S HAPPENING 2 987 TOP 20 COUNTDOWN?
omg omg.
how can liddat.
.
new divide - 13
love drunk - 18
waking up in las vegas - 11
.
love drunk 18.
._.
waking up in las vegas
getting outdated alr.
=/
.
emo day's wasn't dat bad.
edgar xx sz jiawei pei me
=D
thks ppl.
.
botak nv come
wheee.
nex wed no nid go home alr.
can wait until security guard come find me
i dun think botak got talent
can learn so fas.
.
so i ended up teaching andre
please la.
he got family genes izzit.
v easy 2 teach
like aaron
both v pro
altho andre not as gd.
=/
.
he 1 hr + learn 40 puzzle
UNLIKE SZ
wth wth.
slow learner
still thre bbs wif yak
.
as in de one dat hairy hairy
migrate to himalayan mountains.
=/
.
and de llama!
lamia.
.
woa paranoid 8th in list eh.
i think i dun like de song
-.-
.
reminder to self:

check up at sgh tmr 13 40

2009-08-20T22:02:00.006+08:00

yay 2 more hrs

until emo day

._.

wad's wrong wif de ppl ard me

every1's screwing up

starting 2 get emo

oh well.

haiz.

i think physics test

will screw up.

somehow

got dat feeling.

shucks shucks.

they say paper hard

how hard can it get

._.

its jus another pri sch topic

sian sian

nth 2 post

yawnzz.

i shall go listen radio

in de dark again.

ohoh btw.

happy ghost month.

dun freak out ppl.

will lamias and ghosts fight?

random.

lame.

joking

shall go listen radio alr.

And there's so many things that

I want you to know.

2009-08-19T20:14:00.003+08:00

shall link clarence later

laptop got confiscated.

got laptop back not officially

since my father din say anything

abt taking de laptop back

so i thought i shd jus keep quiet.

lazy post about how it got confiscated

and how i got it back

i hate u sz

._.

now 10+ puzzles nia

take so long eh

sommore easiest few

take 3 hrs 2day

zz.

see la

reach home 8 alr.

ate some crappy nasi lemak jus now

-.-

won against bn

13-15 10-15

at least this match

not so lobsided.

shucks

friday is emo day

or lonely day.

every1 within 1 seat radius

will be gone

xcept meihui

den still got hsc lesson.

cannot ask ppl sit beside me

2 more days oni.

._.

2009-08-15T18:10:00.004+08:00

zz
apparently had some login probs
jus now.
nid reset password den okay le

thks yuki ytd.
=]
i so gan dong.
send me 4 sms long sms
although half of it wasn't
meant 2 comfort me
=/
but still thks anw arh.

and seriously.
its easier 2 cheer me up
by jus talkin 2 me normally

woke up and felt alright this morning.
den had some stupid
arguement of some kind
wif my parents.
and fyi man.
not dat i nth 2 say eh
i lazy 2 argue alr

tsk
realised my wallet
de coin part
broke
AGAIN.
i wan go buy new alr
._.

i ate keropok jus now!
shucks.
=/

no1 online whole day leh.
i veri sian
come on ppl.
its saturday afternoon!

1/23
0/4

erm
dat was like de no. of ppl online now?
-.-
1.

not including family and pri sch fren
cus we dun actually talk anw
-.-

haven done much hw
sianzz
and wang lao shi giv alot hw

i go rest ba.
sian of comp
abit dizzy.

2009-08-14T22:44:00.003+08:00

[Len] `X` says (10:23 PM):
*sian
*sian
*sian
*sian

Preparing doesn't make it hurt any less ; xoxo. says (10:24 PM):
*yeah
*yeah
*yeah

*yeah

wad's wrong wif me la

so emo for wad sia

crazy.

botak nvr come cca

sz pon

nth 2 do in cca

sian lor.

listen 2 some crap.

solved chess puzzles

wif richard

den bored lo.

like thre's nothing 2 be happy about

hope muttons helps

oh btw

x has 11 meanings.

heh.

check longman contemporary english dic.

omg i laughed.

thks muttons

Muttons : Are you stupid?

People : Huh?

i smiled.

at least.

and thre's a gd side of 2day.

im so emo

2 ppl asked about me

guess i shd be glad?

jus cant do it.

stupid shitz.

standing broad jump

201 nia

5 more cm

at least got 2 fa xie

at inclined

but i nv really go like siao

later my hand break

-.-

more emo

2009-08-12T22:06:00.002+08:00

chionged 4 tution aft cca

botak nv come 2day

slack.

i think friday teach him 30 mins will die

later mus stay bak den miss tution.

-.-

miss liao better

i kinda hate my tution teacher.

she sucks man

i think my eng tution teacher better

cus group tution

rawks man jus now.

talked alot

and teacher joined

like usual

was searching de dictionary for

dunno wad word

i think was sceptical

sorry my vocab sucks.

den i saw saccharine.

shucks.

was at de top of de page

last word of de page

stupid shitz.

reminded me of sth not saccharine

but saccharine at de same time.

i think my mind's a whirl

Sometimes i cant find a reason

to keep holding on.

But i cant find one

not to.

2009-08-11T19:59:00.004+08:00

tmr got geog n maths test.
finished studying maths
jus keep doing qns dat jiaqi gave me
although i dun actually care about ans.
i jus wanna do
if i know hw 2 do den okay lor.

geog geog.
sucky chapter.
all memorise nia
come 2 think of it
geog IS all about memorising
dats my geog gd.
i sleep in class can.
or sometimes jus space out
it shows how useless hsc is.
=]

i think i bugged jiaqi alot
jus now
asking her for qns and answers
i realised i got my own assessments.
stupid me
-.-

rmb 2 bring french curves guys.

shucks man
tmr is wed.
shall be only free at 930
long day.
but i think javier going 4 tution
=/

heard de adam lambert's version
of de no boundaries
i think i like his version better
but kris allen's voice is
SO MUCH MORE NICER

hm.
ytd went watch g.i. joe
some sort of technology war
reminds me of civilisation war.
hey guys.
letz play it during holidays. =]

den me ben yuki jiaqi go eat swensons
benedict wants 2 order.
benedict wants 2 pay bill.
LOL.
dam funny can
den we go buy present for augustine.
all us kenna suan la
but i cant rmb wad we say.
but yes we all kenna suan.

so we bought some soft toy
looks like cloud!
=D
as in de bleach bounto sensor!
haha.

den i was supposed 2 bring de present home?
so embarassing
bring it on de bus going 2 sch.
den bring home
parents see u hold a pink toy
-.-

so ben fell asleep on de bus.
i jus got off at my stop.
poor ben =/

oh shucks.
according 2 jiaqi's timetable
dat i decided 2 folow.
im supposed 2 be studying geog nw.

You'll never see me cry.

The 8:22 Pledge

2009-08-09T21:13:00.003+08:00

LOL!
my cousins were saying de pledge
beside me jus now
so joke.
=/

anw.
omg im finally posting
aft mia so mani days
=/

hmm lets see.
friday had national day celeb.
den got cca
farewell party.
had 2 clear all de stuff
-.-
went home half hr later den de rest
sorry yan lao shi
nv help u b4 de farewell party
xcept carrying some bread
here n thre
=/

dota wif frens
until night

sat met wif yuki
pass her jian bao
waited 4 bus wif her
den kaline or sth came
spent whole afternoon at siang jun's
boringzz
his comp so lag cant watch bleach
they say finish liao den subtitles
come out
den awhile nia gone
-.-

he came stay over last night
went run ard neighbourhood
halfway my phone auto restart
den no more stopwatch
-.-
later still play 3 games
table tennis in a row
before i lost
=/

and i realised how noisy my phone keys are
cus i texting in de room
when siang jun sleeping
haha

today go eat
stay home
boringzz
parents go watch ndp
i go cousin's hse
=O
read a book while watching ndp
2 keep myself awake
LOL!
okay it wasn't dat bad luh.

sianz
haven do tution homework
haven study geog
haven finish maths paper
dun feel like doing anything
im so dead.

2009-08-06T21:29:00.003+08:00

heh.
haven bathe yet =/

and btw
changed skin!
=]

boring day 2day.
hmm.

oh.
re-run 2.4
den improve 1min 9 secs
woots.
got d liao~
means can silver

de whole run arh
not see ben wif apple
den is hao yu wif bt.
._.

thks edgar n tj for pacing
=/

chinese test was easy.
=]
de compre part so boringzz
copy answer until gonna sleep.
._.

ahh boring.
go do sth else
-.-

2009-08-05T21:44:00.004+08:00

emo day.
=/

2day sucked.
i juz feel emo somehow

even tho hsc nvr go sch

mayb cus we din get back paper.
-.-

juz back from tution.
bleh.
boringzz
cus javier nvr go =/
tution sucks w/o him
he jokes alot eh.

and another tution's tmr
haven touched abit
and last week
she scolded me like.
what.

i hate tution.
those w/o tution pls be happy
-.-
its like adding burden
for nth.
like as if i cant cope wif language
having tution is killing de interest.

shucks.
this is making me more emo.
shall stop liao

haven bathed since morning
come back from sch
change shirt
chiong out eat
den go tution

dun worry.
friday's on its way

Sometimes I wonder,

When you're telling the truth.

2009-08-03T21:22:00.002+08:00

woot
back from 14 min run ard my neighbourhood
i run faster den normal
w/o stopping

omg.
my sweat drip onto my chair.
smelly.

well anw
running at night so song
so cooling and windy
not ppl like yuki jiaqi n sihui
2 block me summore.

heh.

got uncle smile at me and say jiayou wor.
i couldn't hear him la
but can lip read.
LOL!

night running rocks.
ahh 2nd time i said it

2day in sch 3 periods free leh.
so song.
miss ACC lessons
hcl
and maths

shucks.

sweat drip on my chair again.

*pushes de chair away*

got de I&E
SO FUNNY!
too mani jokes 2 type.
LOL!

mr kenneth dam high can.
laugh at his own jokes.
tj say he drink beer.

pe HOD also come in
xiao jiao n da jiao
horny boy lor.
i oni thought it sounds weird
den he laugh
obvioualy its sick joke
=/

shucks la.

post fin liao my sweat haven dry.
dun dare on fan summore.

._.

2009-08-02T22:40:00.004+08:00

hum eliminator

somehow makes me think

of humji eleminator.

haha

got de pic from my father's office

some machine la

supposed 2 make de sound more clear

dun hav de hum sound.

there's still a prob wif de ipod+

cant detect eh.

but i'll go ask again tmr

at de shop

even if cant fix

shall go running anw.

u know why?

cus sz is feeling high C:

retarded.

-.-

omg its getting late.

wasted whole afternoon dota

haven study hist test

anw

i dun think

thre's anything 2 study

for hist

2009-08-01T21:58:00.003+08:00

omg.
tis pic was so old can.
but its cool =]
ownself take 1 leh
wif 2 fingers
i so artistic. =X

ahh
go shopping spree jus now
got 2 shirts
altho those 2 not i not thre when my mum buy
den bought 1 running shoes.
at last!
and de muscle ache spray.

omg dat reminds me
i bring sch ownself spray de
become i lend every1
den my own arm haven spray yet
._.

omg talking about spray
lihan dam funny can
=]
spray stomach
spray until below
den keep complain its burning
LOL!

bought new running shoes
100+ eh.
den im gonna take back my ipod
its mine lor
den my father go take
den now de running shoe got de thingy
i pod+ or apple+
can see de distace / speed etc.
=]

yuki's offering abalone and shark fin
and xmas present
and belated brithday present
and hong bao
for a new handphone
LOL!

2009-07-31T21:08:00.005+08:00

2day had napfa
sucks leh
2 D 1 C 2 A 1 E
bronze
>.<
shall retake 2.4 la
improve but still E
-.-

2.4km - 13.36 [E]
Sit n reach - 35 [D]
Jump - 197 [D]
Run - 10.5 [C]
Pull Up - 40 [A]
Sit Up - 44 [A]

disclaimer : i do 40 pull up not cus hao lian
-.-
i wan win richard yak nia
lose him no face sia
=X
he do 38
i do 39
teacher count as 40

low meow siang is funny
shall not post abt her
every1 knows anw.
=]

den i do 42 sit up i stop liao
den i see every1 chionging dam funny can.
gabriel ask me do a few more
i do lor
den hand nv cup ear
i heard as -5
i faster chiong 47
den he say -3 oni
den nvr got 42.
>.<

skype wif youmin n sz
was talking 2 sz cus dota
den youmin bored
so i added her

Shed those tears.

I won't look.

2009-07-30T22:47:00.005+08:00

ahh
since im so bored
i shall post 2day
=]

leg muscle pain
sparyed de medication
or wadeva u call it
den later my back pain
i go spray
miss 2 times
den later i realised can use my left hand spary right shoulder
LOL!
i feel so retarded
i can go join aspn
._.
somehow talking about them
kinda freaks me out
i hope i can sleep later
=X

i using comp in dark eh.
my parents home for like 30 mins
they nv spot check eh!
i dunno wad 2 say when they see me
in de dark using comp
at this time
when they expect me 2 be sleeping
._.
i dont sleep at 10 can?

2day so boring can.
2 free periods
home ec and wad ah?
ohh hcl
wang feng nv book library den dun wan come sch
he cant live wifout air con ah.
=X

yuki telling me not 2 scare her
LOL!
aspn ppl on de bus dat day
and lamia
and voices at home econs.
she's not gonna sleep i tell u
._.

2day i go downstairs take bus
den realise i nv take wallet
run bak up n take
._.
so forgetful
sign of ageing
AHH!
shucks.

tmr's napfa
gd luck guys!
im gonna win ben
i hope so
shall we bet on h20s again?
=D

Sometimes i can't find a reason

to be happy.

And i can't find a reason

to be sad.

hidden msg!

omg so lame.

._.

2009-07-29T22:20:00.002+08:00

its hard 2 multi-task.
haha
posting and doing lit reflection
it's due 2day. =X
and talking 2 youmin
and talking 2 yuki
i cant even do if i dun ignore both of them
for a min.
haha

2day's so called lame day
sure it's lame
i cant walk aft 2.4
LOL!
yuki and youmin is like crapping can.
._.
talking so lame stuff

listening 2 radio
dunno how mani decades no listen liao
ever since started watching bleach
no time listen radio liao
haha.
heartless by kris allen now =]
his version nice lor

talking about bleach
nex episode finally ichigo gonna fight =X
he go soul society so mani epis
nvr actually fight solo
im gonna watch it
then go 2 sleep later =]
i'll try watching in de dark again!
so cool
my parents think im sleeping
but who knows what i'm doing inside my room

sounds wrong.
-.-

and lit's undone
chi tuition h/w also
and my teacher called 2 tell me do ytd
cus i so mani weeks nv do homework le
LOL!

i hate my ear piece
like got problem lor!
sometimes cant detect de
then now charge + listen radio urh.
even worse can
so hard 2 detect
when detect dao le dun touch
if not disconnect again

btw.
girl guides doesn't rock
my coach keep saying about it
u think ccs tough den go girl guides.
LOL!
got no link la
jus like he always suddenly birds
or bananas come out

oh well
im going to bleach!
not my clothes tho..
reminds me

i nid wash my shoes tis weekend
kenna milo dinosaur jus now

so random

okay im really going off
watch bleach!

Why did you have to give me false hope

then shatter it later.

2009-07-26T22:17:00.002+08:00

guess its time 2 post alr.
and blogger's abit weird now
shall try ctrl+f5 later
since i alr type 3 lines.
or 2
LOL!

bbq-ed ytd
sort of family gathering
and i oni eat 2 pieces
of small meat
and 3 pieces of sotong
and loads of drinks
no rice.
._.

mahjong-ed jus now.
wif bryan
adeline a.k.a ah yun sis =X
siang jun
aunts..
siang jun left aft 1 game cus he nid go gymnas
he was like learning not playing lor
-.-

puck cm ap pwntage last night
or this morning
either way u wan say it.
i think my puck's gd
xD
jokinnggs.
dun go screaming or anything

wad's wrong wif my parents mans
cant i like bathe at my own timing
and sleep and stop comp
AT MY OWN TIMING?
and stop blaming me for not talking 2 u
i jus cant communicate wif u guys

pls dun read-and-run-away-tag pls

wad's wrong wif youmin
keep saying guys are stupid
guys act innocent
guys everything
hey.
im a guy here.
._.

----after posting----

tsk.
ctrl+f5 realli works.

Why did you have to pull me back to the centre

When i was almost reaching the side

2009-07-25T00:05:00.001+08:00

my buddy left le.
quite sad uh.
i realised chongqing ppl
LOVE to give money.
1st gimme $1 and $5
den later gimme a letter
inside wrap $10
den kevin buddy inside de book
also got money
my buddy say mus leave sth 2 ji nian

den i missed home econs lesson
but bt cooked curry chicken 4 me
umm
kinda sucks man.
but no offence
and thanks anw. =]

physics test was fine
except de fishing man i nt sure
i juz finished test handing up dat time
youmin like straight away sms me say die

and geog test was..
nice?

and miss kaur is going off!
means hsc is coming bak.. -.-
boring teacher teach boring chapter
its back 2 sleeping during geog.
yawnnsss...

and 2day i wanted 2 tell her..
den when i gu qi yong qi say
den sz stop me
later when he say go tell
den she offline
and my comp auto restarted
._.
den later
ahh..
sz also say i shdn't

oh wells.

need a hardcut. =]
shall get it tmr

2009-07-21T19:40:00.000+08:00

yay my blogger okay liao
got some funny screwed up page or sth
cant post.
haha
keep refresh cannot lor
but i press ctrl + f5 den can liao
woots.

I FORGOT 2 BRING MY GEOG NOTES HOME!
ARHH!

yuki scanning for me le. =D
thks lots.
apparently she forgot how 2 use her scanner
and now she knows alr
haha.

i told my parents i nid do project
and there's a test tmr
so they go buy for me.
wootz.
ahh im so hungry..

finished most of de lit project liaoss
xcept de word stuff
got some1 else 2 do. =D

gamma ray picture so nice!
and cool!
you ppl will see tmr
if mrs sim wee comes.

ytd de chong qing ppl came
my buddy so shuai. xD
he chinese also dam gd
de tao tie he know how 2 read sia!
but his handwriting sux -.-
no offence yeah.

We all agreed
or oni me n gabriel wif his buddy
2 eat chicken rice 4 recess tmr!
shyt.
shyt.
shyt.
shyt.

i can't go on for 29 times
but yeah.

Tuesday 21/7 8.13pm

2009-07-18T16:26:00.000+08:00

4got 2 post ytd.
sorry youmin. =X
hahas
bday mus post de meh.

went 2 plaza sing
and de cathay building.
i 4got 2 bring de card!
sorry ppl >.<
but we still made it in time
went 2 de wrong cinema..
walked 2 de correct building..
got de tickets..
sold de extra ticket..
talked abit..
watched harry potter..
got sick of popcorns..
collected money..
waited 4 girls 2 buy mac flurry..
disturbed de poor guy play ds..
haha dat was funny
esp when his mum came
went 2 carls jr
ate at paste mania instead..
FATHER!!
u disgusting fella.
u kno y u disgusting?
we all know why. =D
and we dun wanna hear it again.
camp at magic stall
stupid jack in de box thing.
squishy brain toy
and de tap thingy
dat was stupid.
so easy 2 see thru it

yuki lihan kenneth sz went home
remaining ppl went 2 gv
but all shows so late
so went 2 check cathay.
even worse lor
oni got this show called here
nvr hear before.
so we went back
climbed de long long staircase
beini so enthu!
and when we coming down
BABI!!
haha

so we went home
boringzz.
lunch was de most fun part
=D
and most disgusting part
._.

my stomach feels weird aft de popcorn
i feel like vommiting when i smell it..
and tmr's de lit project thing
ahh my hse void deck.
or yuki's hse playground
haha

Bleeding Love

2009-07-16T21:09:00.000+08:00

feeling emo.
mayb im juz vexed
it all started ytd
when both of u told me dat.
i seriously dunno de answer 2 it..
honestly.
i feel happy when i talk 2 her
but i dun feel anything for her.
my heart doesn't race.
but my face turns red
my mind's in a whirl
aft u told me dat
i cant talk 2 her normally like i always do
its jus..
i dunno y

im oni feeling de vex-iness now
ytd was such a tiring one.
de oni free time i had 2 think about it
was on the car and bus
and spend most of dat time sleeping.
dat's y oni now.

even if de answer 2 dat qn was yes.
i realli dun hav de confidence 2 do it
look at him aft he was rejected
he doesn't talk 2 her like he used to.
mayb she realli din like him
but..

honestly i dunno y im feeling vexed.
is this a reason 2 be vexed?

anw thks bt for cheering me up
and spurring me on
=]
tho it was a joke
but realli.
thanks.
jia youu to myself.

jus hope tmr will b better
hope aft a lil rest i'll be fine.
well.
cus tmr is
you know.
day

sorry ppl.
won be replying tags
cus anw u guys were having a conversation
and it wasn't meant 2 be replied by me.

Thursday 16/7 9.22pm

2009-07-13T20:44:00.000+08:00

im still doing this damn class duty roster
suppsed 2 be rdy by 2day but mr choo say tmr also can.
so i worked on this thing for like 45+ mins
and im still stuck..
sum1 dat can help me pls come online soon..
like jesslyn..
i arranged every1 nicely alr
frens shall do duty together.
since frens might encourage them to even START doing duty
if u dun even wanna go duty den how 2 do anything
mayb u'll say they will get distracted
but i rather u started and get distracted rather den u dun even do
anyways.
here's de problem
for wiping tables..
friday is john only but i put 2 ppl for mon - thurs wiping table
ahh.. how?
1 person hard 2 do leh
but there's no1 else dat doesn't hav a duty alr
so i was planning 2 make 3 ppl do 2 days duty
but i dun think dat sounds gd cuz.
its kinda unfair
i asked jiaqi
and she apparently oni interested in joining in de debate in my cbox
tho i dunno wad they debating about..
-.-
HELP!!

i think i'll merge if i cant think of anything else
but looking at de list
if i merge it's oni
bt+tj+me
so glad im gonna step down.
i can die if i keep doing this kinda stuff
urhh!

bleach officially episode 64
nia...
anw i dun wanna catch up wif de episodes
cus when i do
i hav 2 wait
and i probably spend waiting time on dota

i think i go think about de rosters
for now.

Monday 13/7 8.56pm

2009-07-11T23:01:00.001+08:00

yay woots.
i found de bleach opening n closing full versions
woots so nice
although i dun understand a shyt
except by reading subtitles
when i watch while song playing.

ahh boring day.
went 2 car showrm wif my parents
they planning change cars cus de current 1
aircon compressor spoilt.
its like in a car but de aircon is jus a fan
ermm
which car did they tot of buying?
uhh...
aiya anyways i was listening 2 radio so din realli 'pay attention'

then j8..
uhh bought some of their stuff
nth much actually
but found out dat day i saw de mp3
i tot was $9
but its de gst $9
UHHH!! -.-
anyway mp3 dun cost that lil anw right?

ahhh
sry yuki for tagging jia qi's blog b4 u
-.-

woots look at de time!

Saturday 11/7 11.11pm

2009-07-10T21:38:00.000+08:00

o darn.
hooked on bleach
but dat's gd since i got off gaming
episode 29 as of 9.38pm
somehow de web is hanging on sth
cant watch epi 29
so i'm posting while waiting..
and apparently bleach 2nd opening song is dam nice
but its a pathetic 1:29
arrhhh.
dun they hav a full version man.

happ bday jw n lh.
sorry 4 not going..
i also dunno y dun wan go
anw rmb 2 count my share!

wad's wrong wif ppl!
hardly any1's online on msn!
either way i'd be pissed of answering msgs while watching bleach
ahhh
de song is niceeee
is there a full version?
._.

ARHHH!
DE WEBSITE HANGED AGAIN
GODDAMMIT!!

yawn..
hardly bothered 2 post these few days.
nth much happened actually
mrs lim is bak.
um fingerprint system is up tho wif some unable 2 log in

and was quarantined temp for nth?
i coughed in front of de teacher cus my throat was pain
and he asked if i had sore throat etc.
erm
i jus coughed in front of him.
how 2 say no sia
oh wells.
was allowed 2 go bak 2 class aft waiting 30 mins
i lazy recount.

cus my bleach loaded finish at last!

Friday 10/7

2009-07-06T21:39:00.000+08:00

darn pissed off.
haiz.

And you.
u keep running my life like it's urs.
i'm sick n tired of yr
si ai mian zi
si bu ren cuo
dat attitude
u onli think of yrself.
go ard looking at frames while i carry all ur stuffs
hey look.
i've been accompanying u n her as u shop 4 yr stuff
come on.
its an hr each.
u bloody wasted my time
get out of my life man.

And you.
u cant rmb things properly?
we obviously saw dat shop be4
and u come 2 me telling me there's a new shop
and dat specs frame.
look.
it isn't de same model as urs
cant u bloody rmb ur own specs colour?
u took it out and still insists its de same
de tone of de green is so goddamned diff
muz u trouble de shop owner 2 check it when its obvously diff?
all u care about is yrself.
and him
leaving everything else wif me.
both u make my life a living hell

i juz wanna talk about those happy stuffs now.
jus leave out all the rest.

okays.

*takes in deep breath*

went 2 sony shop
and saw this dam nice mp3!
thought it was a wireless earpiece at first
i liked the lime green 1
its like a headset.
but it goes behind de head
and i love it!
it's $9 btw.
any1 interested 2 buy it 4 me? =D

expecting gundoos 2 wish me happy bday tmr
de way i spell gundoo is kinda funny.
hahas. =D

Monday 6/7 9.50pm

2009-07-05T23:13:00.000+08:00

urh.
bad temper 2day
no idea y
mayb cuz im irritated by my running nose.
gt flu leh..
its okay now tho
and its so cooling 2nite!
jus rained like siao in evening
mayb dats y

and some1 wished me happy bday jus now urh!
who arh?
unknown num leh..

went 2 jurong east swimming complex thre wif bryan n auston
erm.
got spell correct rite?
ah nvm la.
anws its basically a replica of wild wild wet.
i mean www is a replica of jurong east but improved.
kinda sucky n old there lurh.
yellow slide is short but dam fast
nvr thought low slides could be so much fun. =]
purp slide sucked man
so high but so slow
and giddy..
de slide is like turn n turn n turn
and bloody slow.
for me.

and lazy pool!
www is much better pls.
de tiles there
got sharp parts uh.
scratched my back abit
wasn't dat bad lurh.

den we went kfc!
been weeks since i last ate it.

went over 2 aunt's hse for mahjong
boring shyt.
all dunno how play
muz keep reminding where 2 take tiles
and their luck is seriously dam gd lor.
open liao edi got flower / animal
i also hav flower
but all not mine.
._.

watched war of de worlds at aunt's hse at night.
it's supposed 2 be a movie exp rite?
i missed it cus of competition
IM SO GLAD I DID
de movie seriously sucks.
whole thing from 7.15 - 8.45 is alien chase human
human run
human find place 2 hide.
boring sia..

den my parents thought i wan watch
stay there lemme watch.
pls la.
i was trying 2 kill time
and find out y de hell de sch wan us 2 watch this crap show
i rmb 1 scene
a lot of army cars go 2 aliens
shoot like siao
later come bak all on fire.
den end of movie
they shoot 2 nia
alien die.
wth?
thks cha yang bei
i luv u
lemme skip this painful movie exp.
or shd i say boring.

Sunday Youth Day! 5/7 11.36pm

2009-07-04T21:30:00.000+08:00

wishing ben belated bday
on my blog
i wished him ytd early in de morning liao!
cuz its easy 2 rmb.
somehow..
sry 4 not going 2 hardrock. =[

juz stopped watching harry potter.
now news.
like wth
guess its juz 2 long
but they started showing quite late also lor.
they stopped at de part aft they killed de troll
been like idk how long since i last watched it
now find hermoine kinda
irritating.

taling bout harry potter
half-blood prince out soon
be4 my bday!
mayb i'll watching on friday
or sat
any1 wanna watch? =]

and arh pls leh.
my bday not nex week sia
dun trust class blog!
its not trustable
or trustworthy.
wadeva
my eng sux
its like sz's cca
also wrong
and not updated for 1 month liaos
physics teacher also nv update
uh.
so stop wishing me happy bday in advance 4 nex week
cus its not nex week.
go ask ard 4 my actual bday. =]
come 2 think of it.
nt mani ppl kno my bday arh
other den ppl den refer 2 class blog.

hao yu and lihan created blog!
linked lihan but haoyu
dun wan me link
he dun wan ppl read!
den mus as well go write diary..
._.
and lihan's blog no links i think
he removed or sth
before i visited
he told me he linked me as leNERD
darn.

stil waiting for 10
stupid news
i hate news
i wan watch harry potter!
quidditch part gonna be nice. =D

Saturday 4/7 9.39pm

2009-07-02T20:46:00.000+08:00

waha.
finally finished printing timetable
but haven go take de timetable
printer outside..
wireless printer rox. =X

well.
ytd's recess sucked
i wanted 2 try de western food de
den queue so long.
by de time get food alr dunno wad time
so i tot de cai fan there no ppl
den i go lor
in de end is change ppl liao
de dishes so little..
anyway i ordered.
sucks like..
de dishes is nt 4 ppl eat de
and de rice also cannot la..
so much water lor

juz rmbed dat i nid charge phone.
supposed 2 charge aft tution
i hope can finish charging be4 i slp
cuz i wan listen radio / mp3 =]

and dat sparta teacher came again.
he's relieving mrs lim until dunno when
she's pregenant again..
censoring de unsuitable stuff..
did some compre stuff
and he said sth about guys shd go jc if possible..
i dunno leh.
i din wanna go jc at firs
den aft he sorta brainwash
made me think like poly sux
mayb cuz he assumed we go uni aft jc / poly
i dun tink i can make it into uni
i'm not like lihan n hao yu
study so zai.
and poly > jc cert
mayb gotta headache when i get o lvl results
but for now
subj combi 1st..

realised i posted less often and shorter when sch reopen
lazy post and no more time
dun feel dat bored anymore like last time =D

going 2 bathe
den emo in rm listen radio..
hopefully i fall asleep unlike ytd
30 min on de bed den slp

2009-06-30T21:10:00.000+08:00

2nd day of sch alr =]
wasn't dat bad..
but my leg hurts aft pe
cuz i tink run 2 fast or ending chiong 2 siao
climb stairs also pain.
if tmr got dble decker bus come.
i'm not gonna climb up

de canteen now got de fingerprint thingy
alot ppl playing wif it uh.
keep hearing de bloody sound dam irritating sia
and all de stall signboards were taken down!
some were put bak 2day.
some stalls also changed ppl
sth new 2 start wif =D
and tmr's wed
dat means jap stall gonna sell chicken rice?
urh.

2day got some teacher come in our class during eng period
de best thing i liked was not seeing..
er.
karen lim
or mrs lim 2 be more respectful.
dat guy was kinda funny at de start
and vocab was nice.
de word he used de best was invoke
invoke attention or sth lidaat.
lihan gonna study uni business and become a pimp!
laughed our heads off.

nex week music nid bring ear piece
i oni got 3 ear phones
1 headphone dat i mentioned last time..
scroll down if u dun rmb =X
1 old apple ear piece wif de rubber thingy peeled off half way
and 1 super short ear piece dat was extended by de SE ear piece
de length is like. until my neck
LOL!

going off liaos.
byeeess.

half way thru 09'!

Tuesday 30/6 9.20pm

2009-06-27T18:02:00.000+08:00

whew.
juz cleared about 50 songs dat i hardly listen to
or they juz sucked.

anyways.
juz now went out wif parents
dam pissed off.
they everyday ask me talk more.
increase de bonding between family
so i did.
my mother was shopping and i followed
she ask me nice anot?
i say yes.
last time i juz simply nodded
improvement or sth?
she asked 3 times
dam pissed off can?
same bag ask 3 times not sian sia?
den before we came home we heard right now by akon
she ask me hu sing de
so i said akon.
she said aircon?
den i said akon again
i say dam lot of times liao
she still say aircon
den aft quite some time
she ask me 还有什么歌?
i ask wad song?
she said same thing
so i again say wad song?
den i got pissed aft awhile den answer dam angrily
so she say talk 2 me veri sian 1.
er?

and bcuz of dat
she say when go home dun tell her i going play comp
sure i wont.
i'll juz do it later
if i still got mood 2 do it.
i bet she'll be sleeping at home again.

and richard got a ipod nano
and i dun tink he got any songs
all on imeem i guess..
he wan me send him songs when i reach home
he told me dat his mother go apple shop buy comp
den later she buy a ipod nano for him
or sth liddat.
rich ppl liddat 1 sia.
buy comp still got money buy ipod
but i still prefer listening music on phone.
bring phone still nid bring ipod
veri troublesome sia.

talking about mp3s.
i bought a headphone not long ago.
last weekend i think
those kind over de head 1
white de :D
but i dun tink i'll be bringing it out anyway.
aft using arh.
de hair 1 part veri flat
den behind all tio push up
den look funny.
but de sound is dam nice
even my father tried and said dam gd.
$60 leh.
use savings.
no wonder i'm broke
hahas.

i think i go send richard de songs liao.
i'll start wif afterlife and viva la vida
cuz he intro me those songs de. :D
and maybe if i got mood or sth liddat.
i'll go dota wif him :D
hope my parents dun come disturb again.
i hate it when they do dat when i playing
irritating.

Saturday 27/6 6.15pm

2009-06-26T12:52:00.000+08:00

juz finished lunch.
i cant believe i juz ate macs again.
i swear never to eat macs after de holidays
and chicken rice too.
hahas

and
i'm left wif $5
and dinner nid eat on my own
cuz my dad got work and my mum going cut hair or sth liddat
wheee!
home alone.
i lov it man
esp at night lor
dun ask me why
cuz i dunno also :X
i tink arh.
later nid eat $1.90 chicken rice
else i'll go broke in no time
and it's friday!
monday's coming.
can get allowance again :D

talking about dinner.
ytd went 2 eat wif my father's frens
i reached there at 6 30
but de dinner is supposed 2 be at 7
so i waited.
when they came
they wan 2 eat some chinese restaurant
nid 2 queue as usual.
it's called ding tai fung
also not veri nice ma.. D:
but anyways
we waited outside for like 30mins
my dad was talking to his frens
and my mum was talking to one of his fren's wife
about pregnancy cuz de wife is pregnant
due nex month uh.
same month as me. :D
but 11 days aft my bday
i din know they could predict the actual day
after they talked about pregnancy
they talk about other stuffs.
so i emo-ed for like 20 mins
den we can go in eat.
my dad say de wait wasn't long
like duh!
u were talking.
for 30 mins
and i was emo-ing
for 30 mins.
juz when i tot dun nid emo and feel bored anymore.
aft de dinner they talk for another 1hr.
LIKE WTH!
cant sms since i in de centre part of de table
kind of rude arh.
glad dat was over

on de way home my father said i dun like 2 talk nowadays
so i told him
one talking about pregnancy another talking about business
i talk wad?
he said can build up my business mind
so i told him flat in his face.
dat's y i'm listening
he bwg.

waiting for gerome 2 finish walking his dog
he say 10 mins
now edi 20+ mins edi sia

and i'm listening 2 new divine by linkin park
heard de 1st time on radio
quite nice arh.

and michael jackson died.
tis morning
50 yrs old.
heart attack.
no comment.
i dun realli know his songs and stuff like dat
but de radio said he started de music video stuff.
dat's kinda cool!

oh ya!
u know wad day is today in history?
guess?
it happened in germany..
today is de day de pipe piper guy
or wadeva his name is
de one dat blow de flute or sth n lead de rats into a place?
he lead de rats today!
cool rite?
radio rox.
hahas

omg. tis post is getting long..
i tink i'm not gonna think of stuff 2 post anymore.

Friday 26/6 1.07pm

2009-06-25T14:05:00.000+08:00

got my hair cut edi.
2 months nv cut liao sia
feels so..
i dunno how describe
mayb i shd say its lighter :X
but still longer den hsc's. hahas.

i juz realised i'm using lots of money tis week
i had 2 dig out money from last week's and de week before's money
in short. its savings :D
in order to get money 2 cut my hair
lucki de thing got student promotion.
if not i cant eat tmr's meals le
also dunno y no money arh.
oni eat 1 time mac which was erm. $10?
and went to lan.
darn. was it $7?
ah nvm. its juz i nv spend much but no money

and i added 3 things to my posts.
sounds like alot?
its juz the
date
day
time.
and my cbox is not empty anymore!
thks 2 sz
it sounds sarcastic 2 me
but still thks.

sz juz msn-ed me
he smsed me when i was on my way home
he wan me 2 spam his cbox
wif skill.
i rather he said wif style
sz said hi
den i said
i'm posting. later den spam his cbox
den he say me sia!

richard's on skype wif me
waiting 4 him 2 finish playing his enfo's
den later can play dota
his side arh.
seriously veri noisy
its de sound of wind blowing on de mic.
so irritating
and he say he nv on fan.
right..

and juz now went 2 eat lunch arh.
ate roti prata.
used de fork n spoon 2 sort of like.
erm. how 2 say
tear? or pull?
tear sounds better.
tear the prata into smaller pieces
den de fork arh.
supposedly metal.
i press on de fork until it bent sia!
i look ard.
no1 seeing
turn de fork
and bend the other way.

okays.
richard's bugging me 2 play dota liaoss.
byees.

Thursday 25/6 2.25pm

2009-06-24T12:58:00.000+08:00

whew. added colours to my posts.
looks so dull wif oni black n white..

anyways.
im typing wif 1 hand + 1 finger!
cus i eating macs
used a few fingers 2 eat den can use de rest to type.
i hate myself for ordering an extra burger..
now cant finish de 2nd burger.
o well. maybe keep for tea break. :D
or maybe for sz.

talking about dat.
he's on his way 2 my hse!
he juz keeps complaining he wan play dota.
so he ( or was it me? ) suggested coming to my hse
anyway i'm bored playing alone also.
so..
y not? :D
he was at paya lebar mrt at.. wad's de time again?
wait i go check.
at 12 49.

my macs bag juz got blown down my table.
wind so strong here.
juz finished raining.
hey wait.
did it rain yet?
guess i was too engrossed in dota

macs somehow reminds me of de free meal dat day
cuz it came late. de manager gimme free meal
den jia qi n yuki told me is take from de rider's pay
i was like. OMG! i rather pay for it la!
and de manager arh.
when i told de manager my order haven come yet
he nvr hesitate sia.
juz say gimme free meal.
ruthless 2 de rider huh.

and there's no extended holidayss.
oni those hu went 2 affected areas will hav it.
but its gd also la.
heard from carrot man dat if we had extended holidays
they will take from november holidays.
so everything gets pushed bak. D:
sounds bad huh.
later exams.
oh well.
anyway i kind of miss sch
but i dun miss certain ppl's lessons.

sz taking so long!
i guess i'll go do sth else.
other den blog.
maybe juz play some other game
or emo in a corner.

Wednesday 24/6 1.13pm

2009-06-23T22:01:00.000+08:00

finally. its done! added cbox and links.
BY MYSELF! unlike some ppl. hahas. :D
dun worry. i won't add 29 smileys even tho its my reg num :P

guess i was 2 bored at home
so i blogged.
started reading blogs a week ago. or was it 2 weeks? uh nvm.

anyways.
wad did i do today? oh yea.
went 2 lan wif sz and kenneth and wt and carrot man. and tis guy called bowen?
played L4D! soo funn. :D
and dat sz keep bugging us 2 play dota
cuz he missed dota. his comp hardisk crashed.
he didn't get a chance 2 play dota aft we started L4D
he thinks its gd anyways.
cuz he did lots of homework. he's juz too bored..
like me.

i hate mac comp users dat talk to me on skype
without keyboard padding. is dat like sz?
oops.
de keyboard is goddam noisy
like as if he's typing dam hard.
uh. he's typing again.
but nvm.
i'm going off soon anways.

or maybe. it's now.

Tuesday 23/6 10.16pm