The Emo Side<title> <div style="position: absolute;top:90px; left:76px;"> <img src="http://i192.photobucket.com/albums/z53/mggjiang/untitledbetter.jpg"> </div> <STYLE type="text/css"> BODY { scrollbar-arrow-color:black; scrollbar-track-color:white; scrollbar-darkshadow-color:black; scrollbar-face-color:white; scrollbar-highlight-color:black; scrollbar-shadow-color:black} </STYLE> <div id="blog" style="display: none"> <div style="font-color:black;background-color: transparent; onMouseOver="this.style.backgroundColor='transparent';this.style.color='black'" onMouseOut="this.style.backgroundColor='transparent';this.style.color='black'"> <div class="date"><font face="tahoma" size="1" color="black"><b>Wednesday, December 23, 2009</b></font></div> <p><center> <font-size:8px;font-family:verdana;color:black><div style="clear:both;"></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family:times new roman;">finally posting again.</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;">not cause i feel like it.</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;">just that.</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;">im losing control of myself lately</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;">idk why.</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;">maybe you've really screwed up my life</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;">If You Only Knew - Shinedown</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;">typed some drafts on my phone last night.</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;">or this morning</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;">and i really mean what i typed.</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;">11.33pm - When you've been hurt over and over again by the <span style="font-style: italic;">same thing</span>. You wont have the courage to act tough.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;">11.34pm -<span style="font-style: italic;"> I cried.</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;">11.37pm - <span style="font-style: italic;">My wallpaper lost its meaning</span>.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;">11.41pm - <span style="font-style: italic;">Sorry lost its meaning</span>. Why say it when you keep hurting me over and over again. <span style="font-style: italic;">Sorry made it worse.</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;">11.48pm - You have this feeling you'll lose me?<span style="font-style: italic;"> I have this feeling you're losing me.</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;">11.49pm - <span style="font-style: italic;">But then again. Do i want to see you sad</span>?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;">11.49pm - <span style="font-style: italic;">I cried.</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;">12.02am - <span style="font-style: italic;">I really really dont feel your love.</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;">12.07am - <span style="font-style: italic;">I cried.</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;">12.08am - All i feel is the <span style="font-style: italic;">concern.</span> You'd readily give <span style="font-style: italic;">anyone.</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;">12.11am - Is the weather nowadays cold? <span style="font-style: italic;">Or do i lack warmth?</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;">12.21am - I felt something <span style="font-style: italic;">stab</span> me.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;">9.16am - You wont know how it<span style="font-style: italic;"> tears </span>when i dont feel your existence.</span><br /></div><div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div></font></centre> <p><font face="tahoma" color="black" size="1"><p align="left">Blogged @ </font><font color="black">9:19 AM</font> </font></p> <p><p> </div></div> <div id="profile" style="display: none"><p align="center"> <p align="left"> <font color=black><B>-- The Blogger --</b></font><bR> <p align="left"> <p> Lenard<br><br> 170795<br> Cancer<br><br> Plays DotA.<br> Wolfteam.<br><br> Likes My phone. 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