The Emo Side<title> <div style="position: absolute;top:90px; left:76px;"> <img src="http://i192.photobucket.com/albums/z53/mggjiang/untitledbetter.jpg"> </div> <STYLE type="text/css"> BODY { scrollbar-arrow-color:black; scrollbar-track-color:white; scrollbar-darkshadow-color:black; scrollbar-face-color:white; scrollbar-highlight-color:black; scrollbar-shadow-color:black} </STYLE> <div id="blog" style="display: none"> <div style="font-color:black;background-color: transparent; onMouseOver="this.style.backgroundColor='transparent';this.style.color='black'" onMouseOut="this.style.backgroundColor='transparent';this.style.color='black'"> <div class="date"><font face="tahoma" size="1" color="black"><b>Tuesday, October 27, 2009</b></font></div> <p><center> <font-size:8px;font-family:verdana;color:black><div style="clear:both;"></div><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000000;">omg.</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000000;">finally posted again</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000000;">maybe cause i cant bottle up anyth.</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000000;">not cause i feel like updating</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000000;">and its freaking warm</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000000;">1st day in like what.</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000000;">10days nvr air con</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000000;">and this is what i get</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000000;">wth la.</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000000;">i'm sweating with the fan not oscilating</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000000;">or whatever.</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000000;">zz.</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000000;">i just feel like screaming</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000000;">but i cant</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000000;">and i dont know how</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000000;">and why</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000000;">and dont know what to shout</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"></span><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">i got this weird feeling</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;">i dont know how to say</span> it in words<br />how am i supposed to anw?<br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;">sometimes its not that i dont want others to know</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;">but when they ask are you okay</span><br /></span><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000000;">i rather say yes</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000000;">then going through all the crap trying to think of how to explain</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000000;">i dont know how to anyway.</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000000;">i dont even know why i'm so uh.</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000000;">emotional today?</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000000;">cant get anyth right can i.</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000000;">and i'll kill myself if i end up taking lit</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000000;">srsly.</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000000;">i know i'm better at lit than at hist</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000000;">but srsly.</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000000;">i like history more</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000000;">i don't even like reading anw.</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000000;">richard bought my bday present alr</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000000;">and the mouse doesn't seem to be working</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000000;">the extra buttons and stuff</span><br /><br /><br /><div align="right"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:78%;color:#ffff00;">Can't anything get right?</span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:78%;color:#ffff00;">All you got to keep is strong.</span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:78%;color:#ffff00;">Right.</span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:78%;color:#ffff00;">Like its that easy?</span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;color:#ffff00;">Whats the point of carrying on</span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;color:#ffff00;">If you end up getting hurt in the end?</span></div><div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div></font></centre> <p><font face="tahoma" color="black" size="1"><p align="left">Blogged @ </font><font color="black">12:04 AM</font> </font></p> <p><p> </div></div> <div id="profile" style="display: none"><p align="center"> <p align="left"> <font color=black><B>-- The Blogger --</b></font><bR> <p align="left"> <p> Lenard<br><br> 170795<br> Cancer<br><br> Plays DotA.<br> Wolfteam.<br><br> Likes My phone. 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