The Emo Side<title> <div style="position: absolute;top:90px; left:76px;"> <img src="http://i192.photobucket.com/albums/z53/mggjiang/untitledbetter.jpg"> </div> <STYLE type="text/css"> BODY { scrollbar-arrow-color:black; scrollbar-track-color:white; scrollbar-darkshadow-color:black; scrollbar-face-color:white; scrollbar-highlight-color:black; scrollbar-shadow-color:black} </STYLE> <div id="blog" style="display: none"> <div style="font-color:black;background-color: transparent; onMouseOver="this.style.backgroundColor='transparent';this.style.color='black'" onMouseOut="this.style.backgroundColor='transparent';this.style.color='black'"> <div class="date">Wednesday, December 23, 2009</div> <center> <font-size:8px;font-family:verdana;color:black><div style="clear:both;"></div><div style="text-align: left;">finally posting again. not cause i feel like it. just that. im losing control of myself lately idk why. maybe you've really screwed up my life If You Only Knew - Shinedown typed some drafts on my phone last night. or this morning and i really mean what i typed. 11.33pm - When you've been hurt over and over again by the same thing. You wont have the courage to act tough. 11.34pm - I cried. 11.37pm - My wallpaper lost its meaning. 11.41pm - Sorry lost its meaning. Why say it when you keep hurting me over and over again. Sorry made it worse. 11.48pm - You have this feeling you'll lose me? I have this feeling you're losing me. 11.49pm - But then again. Do i want to see you sad? 11.49pm - I cried. 12.02am - I really really dont feel your love. 12.07am - I cried. 12.08am - All i feel is the concern. You'd readily give anyone. 12.11am - Is the weather nowadays cold? Or do i lack warmth? 12.21am - I felt something stab me. 9.16am - You wont know how it tears when i dont feel your existence. </div><div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div></centre> Blogged @ 9:19 AM <div class="date">Tuesday, December 15, 2009</div> <center> <font-size:8px;font-family:verdana;color:black><div style="clear:both;"></div><div style="text-align: left; font-family: times new roman;">omgg. so late alr still post. sz say i go post for wad also nth post. and i kinda agree. -.- omgg. comp auto offed but some funny thing stopped it like ask if want to shut down and quit process twice alr. =/ omg. logged on maple after quitting 3 times leh. go follow sz stalk yujia. -.- then online see got funny ppl talk to but sadly. yeah. omg. 2 alr. tmr still need wake up at like 10. FINALLY. almsot typed fainly. get to go out. its been like weeks. zz. everytime got things crop up then cannot. need sleep alr.</div><div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div></centre> Blogged @ 1:56 AM <div class="date">Sunday, December 13, 2009</div> <center> <font-size:8px;font-family:verdana;color:black><div style="clear:both;"></div><div style="text-align: left; font-family: times new roman;">yay. got my skin done alr. after like what. 2 hours. or 1 and a half. same same. round off. =/ kinda helped with zi feng's blog or tze fung. then then. from john, paul and marry i say change to tzefung shengzhi lenard he really go put wthh. so. gay. and stuff. =/ which reminds me of stuffs. haha. its two alr. not really sleepy. but going sleep soon. i guess. after posting. then organising my itunes and ipod wake up at ten today leh! like so long nvr wake up that late alr. so yeah. not that tired lor. and did nothing but walk the whole day. so nvr use brain then not tired lor. =/ the most also physically only. orchard night lights are nicer than the xmas decos haha. i think thats what makes the deco nice lor. =/ oh. and my blog cant be viewed in IE. zz. hope everyone that visits uses mozilla? okay. put on my pm alr. so paiseh when ppl visit my blog. then its nothing but white. going alr. go ituning then sleep. </div> <div style="text-align: right;">Awaiting the day. </div><div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div></centre> Blogged @ 2:06 AM <div class="date">Sunday, December 6, 2009</div> <center> <font-size:8px;font-family:verdana;color:black><div style="clear:both;"></div>omg. i'm finally posting again. in like how many hundred days. maybe its not that long but yeah. keep listening to korean songs recently. It's You - Super Junior only like the song. not them. =/ so freaking no mood to do stuffs. maybe cause tution's tmr and i havent done any homework. why is it called holidays when we dont get it. what's a holiday called with homework. wth. haven touched on sch work anyway. dont plan to also. =/ <div style="text-align: right;">I've got so many things to say to you. but where should i start when i see you or when we start talking. should i tell you i love you since i haven't been able to? or how much i missed you? or how empty i felt? or how i couldn't sleep well and got a stiff neck the next day? <div style="text-align: left;">yeah. i've got stiff neck two days ago or rather yesterday. omgg hurts man. cant turn my head that much. i think i look stupid sometimes with my neck like that. =/ today was. idk how to describe. haha anw. went to cousin's house for mahjong after uh. brunch reminds me of lunner and dinch. shouldn't be thinking of it. had fun got sick of mahjong. kinda. okay. need go maple with sz alr. feel guity. he's waiting. but from the sounds i think he's posting too. or chatting. =/ anw going off alr. byee <div style="text-align: right;">I miss you. </div></div></div><div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div></centre> Blogged @ 10:48 PM <div class="date">Thursday, November 12, 2009</div> <center> <font-size:8px;font-family:verdana;color:black><div style="clear:both;"></div>omg. i'm back too lazy to post nowadays see la sz xx make me maple until liddat so no life seriously called no lifeing now. freaking warm zz. global warming i scammed sz 1 macs meal =D but he scammed my mac flurry have to pay him anw on friday if he ever goes and he can't find anyone to go with him. =/ did some good friend thingy quiz lazy post the whole thing but i'll type some parts instead of copy paste just feel like typing loads today somehow. anyw i'm accepting? lol. my friends cant tell me anyth cause i dont judge. and the rest not really impt maybe cause i dont really understand too tired to think. and and Your friendship quote: "Love is blind, but friendship closes its eyes." wad's that supposed to mean? lol. friendship chooses to be blind? so good or not. my lit sucks cant infer. how i get b one. -.- mum attitude me just now bloody lame. say i at home and not at home same one okay. i rather she treat me as transparent then later i go out sit awhile she just do her own stuff i outside my room or inside its still the same to her right? -.- at least my dad's back peacemaker he's got alot of stories too. =] like victoria island and about those rich ppl at nigeria -.- okay. more like that rich person i hate itunes cant it give me an emo song now shuffle emo song pls zz. think i'm going to sleep. needa go yj house go until sembawang but oh well see pri sch frens? so uh. should be happier right. kinda miss them you know although kinda lame. very. okay. really sleeping alr.<div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div></centre> Blogged @ 2:05 AM <div class="date">Monday, November 2, 2009</div> <center> <font-size:8px;font-family:verdana;color:black><div style="clear:both;"></div>blogger lagged. zz junlin went off and he's on wonder what the 4 of us will do now. i'm bored of everything alr. wt and dota. mini games facebook games soon. 4 days. had to look at my pm to check no. of days lazy use head alr. <div style="text-align: right;">I've got a million songs i want to dedicate but the problem is, You won't be able to hear it. <div style="text-align: left;">cant believe i have to go through this during december again. zz <div style="text-align: right;">Cause i just can't take it. Another day without you with me, is like a blade that cuts right through me. <div style="text-align: left;">my posts are freaking short nowadays i think its cause my life is meaningless how much can i post when i sit in front of the comp for like 10hr ++ bloody no life. </div></div></div></div><div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div></centre> Blogged @ 11:06 PM <div class="date">Friday, October 30, 2009</div> <center> <font-size:8px;font-family:verdana;color:black><div style="clear:both;"></div>omg. last day of sch alr. everyone's so emotional i almost did. its going to be one week. somehow seem more ordeal-like than my dad's 2 months away. not that i dun wan tag blogs i'm not in the mood. and stop bugging me. you'll never know what you've done. its fucking insulting my intelligence telling someone you're not hitting him and then slap him. i bloody don't need that crap. and i'm glad its over. for now. <div align="right">When all you gotta keep is strong;</div><div align="right">Move along.</div><div align="right">And even when you're hope is gone;</div><div align="right">Move along.</div><div align="right"></div><div align="left">addicted to restaurant city.</div><div align="left">its starting to feel boring alr.</div><div align="left">zz.</div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left">holiday blues are starting to sink in alr.</div><div align="left">no mood do stuffs.</div><div align="left">zz.</div><div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div></centre> Blogged @ 11:01 PM </div></div> <div id="profile" style="display: none"> -- The Blogger -- Lenard 170795 Cancer Plays DotA. 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